Currently Listening Stop By Plain White T's Shine see related

You know it tears me up inside
to see the feelings that you hide
Hide inside that empty bottle
I wish you saw how great you were
I wish you saw what life was worth
You wouldn't have to hide your problems
And I don't care what you might think
I think you've had too much to drink
Can't even talk when you're this way

Run away, run away
But that won't make it any better
Run away, run away
And make tomorrow harder to live than today

There's so much out there you could miss
there's so much life out there to live
If you would just believe in yourself
You know you're better than all of this
you know you've got so much to give
But you're so afraid to give of yourself

There's a bright light shining inside you
it shines out through your eyes
Don't drown it away, don't be afraid, don't hide
Let it shine

You say you're looking for happiness
but when it comes, you run away from it
You tell yourself you don't deserve it
There's not much more that I can do now the rest is up to you
Until you love yourself, you'll never change
You'll keep on running
Until you deal with today

Dear __________,

                          Sometimes i dont understand you..you are such a confusing person who has no1 in the world. you talk to your friends pretend to be happy but we all know thatsnot how you trully feel. different emotions go into your mind at one time. you say, you hate your parents but we know its not all true. you trust your friends more than nyone in the world, but sometimes you just feel you cant even trust them. when you love, its only with a single person..you want to be someone special to the one taht you love, but its just not possible. you know the truth. the truth that noone has ever loved you. you even doubt the love of your own parents. but you cant do anything about it. you have no control over the feelings that come upon you. a lof of people have hurt you but just dont seem to care. and even thought you try to hate them its just not possible. hold on/ thats all i got to say. stay strong because the only person who is trully with you is God. even when u think your life is full of crap and miserable. he is there. youll live...

Winter Breaks has sucked so far. Only few things good about it so far..

• Went to the movies
• Mall
• Hung out with Jackie after 3 months..
• Christmas
• hung out with candy...
• Sleep In >33(do it more often by the way)

Hopefully i will do something more exiting

Have A Merry Merry Christmas! [Eve]

<<<iunno it's pretty funny haha

<3--arely

life is so complicated sometimes....things that u never expect just pop up out of nowhere

i think ill give xanga a rest for a while